It's 3 a.m. and I can't sleep. (I feel like there's a 90's grunge song in there somewhere.) I went to bed at 12:30 last night and got up at 10, so I thought that I had beat the jet-lag demon. Apparently not.
I've been doing some seriously damaging introspection. That was no fun, so moved over to praying for all my problems. That did no good either, so I started praying for my friends. Good in theory, but it just made me miss you more. So here I am, writing to you instead.
I feel more homesick now than I ever did last year. I'm not sure why. I think all of the novelty has worn off and I'm just not as excited. I know how hard it is going to be.
Also, I had the most amazing summer. You have shown me more love than a girl can handle, and I miss that.
Really, I need more of Jesus with me right now. I need more of his love, and peace, and all that good stuff, and instead of asking for that, I'm whining to you.
So, Jesus, I need all that.
I love you friends, and Jesus, seriously.
I'll post more fun things when I feel more fun. Pictures will come, I promise. I took a tylenol pm and I'm hoping it will kick in soon.
4 comments:
if it's worth anything, i'm glad you're there. for what you're doing and so i can come see you sometime this year.
erin, it was wonderful to see you the few times we were able. but i have to agree with sarah's comment above--you'll always be missed, but what you're doing is great work, and we're all very proud of you. i'll be sure to pray for you.
"it's 3 a.m. i must be lonely..." by Matchbox twenty.
you are missed, sleep will come.
I learned today Christ will come to those who don't even ask for help. What father will give his child a stone when he ask for bread?
our father will draw near to you :)
I just listened to that class(introspection)...honestly rocked my world.
introspeaction+no good.
and I agree with cam's statement!
love you!
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